First Love.... First Heartbreak

I always thought love was stupid growing up. I thought my friends were just over reacting when they would cry over a guy or keep running back to him no matter how jerky he was and saying "but I love him!" and I always told me self thats never going to be me running to the guy just being a total jerk to me or leading me on just toying with me. It worked out for the longest time until I met my first love, He was sweet, funny, kind, tall and handsome. He always knew what to say and when to say it but then the worst thing could happen we both ended up moving to a different area. We were both heartbroken until he called me out of the blue saying he moved back, and yes I know I was still gone but only 2 hours away so we tried it. It didn't work out to our advantages because I always hated going back there because it was never the same as when I left but I let him down soft and he showed me a side I never wanted to see of him I heard names no one has ever called me was being accused of being heartless and never cared for him. It tore me up inside and out luckily my girlfriends were there and we were already at the mall shopping so that helped a bit. Then they were telling me he was a jerk and he didn't deserve me but, I found myself saying the same thing I hated when girls said it which was "but I love him!" Then I finally got over him and there was this guy I have been liking since the second day of my new school because, he offered to walk me to class gentlemen right, well he kept leading me on and then pushing me away like hardcore, and all my friends kept telling me to stop going back. I would agree with them and say yeah but the moment he would say something my heart would melt and I would give in. Then finally we started to date and it took a WEEK for him to dump me... I was crushed, Then a few days later he text me and I'm trying not to pay him any attention but its hard when he is so cute and giving me compliments but we talked it out and turns out he just has commitment issues and he is going to work on them for a bit and maybe try us out again :)
                                                                              Tales From a Heartbroken Teen